Until Alex by J. Nathan
So I dove right into this book and really didn’t know what to expect. New author, debut novel it’s kind of like riding a bike for the first time you don’t know if you are gonna fall off or keep going. Well needless to say I kept going all the way to the end and this was an amazing ride!
Until Alex has an unforgettable plot and authentic characters that drew me in and held my attention the entire book. This book ripped up my heart and put it back together. I fell in love with this book!
PS I actually cried while reading this book which never happens.
On the outside, Hayden is every girl's living breathing fantasy, brooding and devastatingly gorgeous. He spends his nights losing himself in alcohol and faceless girls, but it's all just a facade. An elaborate cover for the emotionless shell of a man he is. One who harbors too many secrets and destroys lives the way his was destroyed. It’s the reason he avoids relationships and keeps everyone at arm's length…
Alex’s life just shattered into a million pieces, leaving her with more grief than she knows what to do with and guilt so deep it’s destroyed the carefree girl she once was. Now she’s hundreds of miles from home, living with an aunt she doesn't know, finishing senior year at a college she’s never been to, and trying desperately to get through a single day without breaking down. She's never felt more alone in her life...
The trouble with Hayden is who he wants to be and who he is are in constant flux. And though he’d die before letting Alex learn the truth about him, he can’t be sure he's strong enough to let her in…or push her away. She’s the one person who just might see the real him